Ollie is 4 today, wow. So with all the summer birthdays, Tristan is 4, Violet is 1, O is 4, and I am a year older too. Time keeps ticking, but sometimes it is just too slow. I want things to be settled, decisions made, no more "maybe this and maybe that". Job, house, reno's, all done. So, as summer comes to a close, I'm still undecided about lots of things. but it really looks like my creative writing aspirations are a no go. Just am not getting the words on paper that float around in my head! Practice? yes, I guess so. Happy August, kind of.

August 1st, the birthday month. Doug would be 58 on Tuesday. Too sad. and somehow my words have left me. Will do this again later.