I have been reading some eloquently written blogs by new widows. So expressive, but oh, so sad. It is true you feel absolutely alone at the beginning of this forever journey and it is amazing how similar the thoughts and writings are to each other, and to my own perceptions of almost 2 years ago. One thought, tho...and I would never share this with another "new " widow, is my surprise at how that feeling of loss and aloneness does not change in it's depth. Months of sadness-22.